Megabrain Cockmagnet ([info]blahblahnyborg) wrote,
@ 2005-01-28 10:00:00
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He's just not that into you.
Some days I can't help feeling that I'm repulsive. Other days I feel that I am "not that bright." My self-worth is entirely too dependent on what other people think of me. Some days I wish I could hide in a corner and never come out again. Ever.

I had the worst panic attack of my life last night. I hid under my blankets and sobbed for 3 hours straight; my heart was banging away in my chest and my hands and feet went numb. These panic attacks have been happening a lot lately and it's pissing me off. Time to visit the doctor again, I guess.

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[info]ectal
2005-01-28 11:18 am UTC (link)

You're hot. You're smart. You're totally great.

And you know I mean it.

And you know that everything I say is right.

So there.

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[info]blahblahnyborg
2005-01-28 11:28 am UTC (link)
Could you just write a manifesto, or some business cards or something that I could hand out to people so I don't have to try and convince them of that? It's getting harder and harder to make people see that I'm worth getting to know, even if I come off as a total freak at first.

Thanks.

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[info]ectal
2005-01-28 10:29 pm UTC (link)

I wonder if I could fit everything on a business card...

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