DON'T READ THIS
For those of you who want to know how I am: I'm shitty.
I'm bitter and angry, and it's not getting any better. And it's not what you think, I don't want to be with him again. I'm angry at the circumstances. I'm angry that my marriage managed to destroy what little confidence I had in myself. I can't stop thinking that he never really wanted to be there and that I was stupid to keep hanging on. That's me, stupid, ugly and not good enough for anyone. Yeah, I said it. Deal.
This weekend, it will have been a year. And what pisses me off is that I'm emotionally worse off now than I was then. I should be in a better place. Yes, I should be, I don't care what you think.
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